mity mouse

the bible as told by mouse
2002-10-25 22:25:02 (UTC)

continuation i guess

K this aint really followin on from the last piece but i
got bored with what eva it was i was sayin b4 so heres a
brand new 1 for uI sit here in front of you viewed by those
wanting to protect me as a child, by those wanting to
exploit me a an adult. I ask myself why childhood is so
hurried, its true that they are the best years of your life
and in those few short but precious years you are allowed
the freedom to develop a profound wisdom about the world in
which you live while still cocooned in your safety net. Yet
no matter how much you can cram into those few information
packed years you have never learned enough even from the
most worldly of teachers, I am still growing and learning
everyday. The lessons I am learning now are just as
influential in shaping the adult I will become, maybe even
more so because in these lessons you are allowed to learn
from your mistakes and make your own way. The safety net is
removed and you inevitably fall and it is in the falling
that you change, a scar here and there used as reminders
for the future. It’s true what they say the first cut is
the deepest. Yes they hurt and will stay with you for the
rest of your life but you grow to accept them as part of
the patchwork of your past and live with them because what
other choice have you got. Some day if you are lucky you
may even grow to remember them fondly. In this time I am
learning more about who I am and how I fit with others in
the world. The world as I saw it seems to be changing and I
ask myself thing I never have before and they carousel
around in my brain endlessly. I’m unsure of how to approach
this strange place in which I “grew up”. I’m told this is
normal so I’m not too worried. I’m also slowly gaining a
positive outlook on life. Now I can change who I am, how I
choose to live. It doesn’t have to be a certain way. I
don’t have to just put up with things. The freedom I am
experiencing now is unlike anything I will experience at
any other point in my life and a plan on relishing it and
taking from it everything I can. The moment is vast. I am
establishing myself. This is not yet the main story line,
merely the opening scene.
Luv THE mouse




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