Krissypoo

Just some thoughts
2002-10-25 21:10:40 (UTC)

I thought I lost you somewhere, but u were never really ever there at all. -googoodolls

Yesterday first.

yesterday was aight. student council, we're having a dance.
then ashley britt jess and me at lunch at micky dee's. and
brittany gave that annoying freshman attitude which was
very funny. then me and jia sat around and then i did TAC.
my group was smart, they got first place in math. but i
yelled at this little boy in r room and mrs schaenher and
mr gleason were like i think kristin is right, shes older u
better listen to her. and they were serious!!! haha. yeah
me and mr. g decided he was the meanest boy on earth...
haha next to it at least.

today was good too. even tho people tend to piss me off,
michelle and i both. but amanda l. isnt such the good girl
anymore. she broke out of her shell. she printed bitch and
we didnt even have to tell ehr too. u had to be there. in
spanish the computers were yellin at me and francine, it
called her an idiot.

anne and kim called me from the new found glory concert, i almost
peed myself. im still mad i didnt get to go.

the football game was fun. it was cold! and rainy! but me and chris
stayed uder the ghetto umbrella and then nicks big one. me and nick
danced in the rain lol. and isaiah got in a fight with a ten year old
and a fat girl. it was the funniest thing of the year. i laff
thinking about it. and he did morning after morning for my sister.
she laffed like crazy.

jia- its kelly kunt.... jelly junt,... ellie phunt. i have
food, u dont need that! i have a coat, u dont need that!

for you-
i promised i wouldnt say sorry. everyone always says, kris dont be
sorry its not ur place to be. sometimes u cant help it. its one of
those words that just fits. i guess i dont no if im sorry. if i went
back id do a few things different. but cmon, i wouldnt have said
anything or gotten so upset or angry if i wasnt given a reason to. i
dont no what more i can say. i wish we could talk face to face but it
just ends up killin me in the end. for a short time we r pleasant to
eachother and then.... i dont no maybe its me but its almost like u
rub things in my face. ok im glad u moved on and ur happy. but dont
go out of ur way to show me. nuthing gets fixed. not talking sux
sometimes. its not easy, im just sick of being the weak one. i dont
wanna look like that anymore. theres no use anyway. u never tell me
how u feel and wen u do its that we cant do this or we cant do that
anymore. and i hate that. i miss everything. but i dont no what i can
do anymore. pretty much if u dont care, why should i? id love if we
could work everything out. but the last few times we tried to "work
it out" it killed me inside. i hate feeling that way. i hate being so
upset i cant even talk. anthony said for him it took a year of not
talking... if thats what it takes for it to be okay, then thats what
it takes. it's different for everyone. if it matters anymore, just
say something. if not i dont wanna no. what i dont no cant hurt me.
right?

have good one.

song: Counting Crows- good time ( perfect song)
Mood: sampy times infinity




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