PoliticalSam

Crazy Crazy World
2002-10-25 06:58:00 (UTC)

What's a SnowGlobe?

What is a snow globe? Well...as defined by the great
Britta, it is one of those events that takes your life and
shakes it all up. I feel a snowglobe coming on.

i don't know some days. i do so much, not to brag. but i
work pretty hard at what i do, from city of phoenix, to
student government, to other school commitments, to IB
work, to just everything, and i maintain a pretty good
social life. but all of this seems...not overwhelming, but
crazy or something.

i feel like with all i do, i still can't make a difference,
and i still won't get ahead, or i still can't change who i
am...as i try so hard to do somedays.

i don't know.

but somedays, it feels like i just make ten million
mistakes in a hundred different ways. someone says i did
one thing wrong, and another something else. its always
something, everyday.

i have no idea, but the world would be easier if it was
just all mes...that understood what i was going through,
and would be ok with it. and, i wouldn't critize myself,
and i wouldn't have anything to compare myself to, except
myself.

whatever. people can fuck themselves and leave me alone to
stew...




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