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2001-08-07 21:33:42 (UTC)

boys suck

well last night i had another bad night. my dad really
pissed me off and my friends were fighting and i dont know
what the hell to do bc it is 90 degrees and all i can do is
sleep. last night i found out that this guy i really like
has no interest in me an di realized that there is no point
of having any intrest in him. i wish that i was a stupid
skank so i would not care. i would go out with people and
not care about them and not get hurt. but i get my heart
involved and i always get dissapointed. there is really no
point of dating people anymore- all guys are really the
same. they lie, they are arrogant, and they just dont
understand. i hate girls too, and i hate being one. i dont
really feel anything right now. i cant be happy and i dant
be sad. i feel a little angry though but there is no sourse
and no way to release it correctly.
so any ways there is no point of guys- i go out with
them we get close and it ends- what do i gain from it? it
seems the more guys i get to know and lose, the more i
realize that there is no point. the other day i asked
myself what i want from this guy. i had no answer.
therefore i may have been infatuated with him but i will
never know bc i just dont care. yes i am lonely without a
bf but i dont need another ex bf wandering around the world
not careing about me


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