I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2002-10-25 03:38:05 (UTC)


Okay, I really don't know what I'm going to say as I don't
have a topic, but I'm just gonna start talking and see
where I end up, ok? Ok.

My mom lost it this evening. I think she needs medication
more than I do. I guess I never really realized before how
fragile she is. I think the overwhelming problem is that
she's lonely. And there isn't anyone who can do anything
about that except her. And that makes me sad. *sigh* I
feel badly, and guilty. Can't help it. It's not my fault,
I know, but I have a healthy guilt complex.

I was hit on by some random gross guy today. He wanted my
email, of all things. But me, instead of saying "No"
or "I'm really not interested" said ok. But I gave him one
that I made up as a joke a week or so ago. He was a
customer, so I had to be nice, but still.

I was invited to a party on Saturday. Come dressed for
the '80s. I don't have a thing to wear at all. But I do
have lots of pink and purple eyeshadow.

Tomorrow is payday. That's always a good thing.

I was invited to move to Sarasota. I would love to go.
Finally be out of here. Unfortunately it's not financially
feasible. Plus I'm already enrolled in school here. I miss
school a lot. I really do like learning. And I miss it.
And I still hate my job.

Today I wasn't a cashier but a stocker. What does a
stocker do you ask? Well, let me tell you! A stocker
stocks. Basically puts the crap on the shelf. But the new
stuff goes at the back of the shelf so the old stuff sells
first. It's a pain in the ass. So sometimes cheating is
required. Especially for baby food. There are these tiny
little jars and you just can't get your hand to the back
and to take everyone out you are surrounded by at least
150 jars of strained peas and the lentil and brown rice
dinner. Ewww. There were good brownies for sampling (aka
lunch) though.

The tofu tortellini was gross.

If you wanna hear a good song, download Pistols At Dawn by
Standstill. Yup.

Told 'ya this was going nowhere fast.

I don't know what else to say. Maybe I'll think of more
later. Maybe not. But leave me a note. I'll take any form
of encouragement.