sweetaddiction

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2002-10-24 00:12:52 (UTC)

i velost everything i am so sad..

i velost everything i am so sad i dont have parents
anymore i dont have their love i dont have people i
realyl care about and everything sucks i hate everything
and then i was happy and now now ive lost my bestfriend
and my girlfriend all in one and shes going away and away
and she doesnt even ucare and shes so apathetic its like
what ahppened you know i thought i thought i though and
what did i think wrong was ai wrong was she lying was i
dont understand and imiss her so much sometimes and i hate
it cuz i dont want to and i dont want to fucking care and
i want to be able to be like her why cant i be like her
why cant i just be all about me and all fucking not caring
and all like that why do i care so much i dont want to i
dont want to care and i try so hard not to sometimes i
forget that i do care until i freak out like this crying
crazy alone in this house i need her right now i just need
her i need her to help supposrt me cuz im falling apart
and shes just mean instead of helping and i dont get it
and i want to get it and she doesnt want to talk to me
ithikn she thinks im crayz maybe i am maybe i fucking am
im trying so hard to be strong i need something and there
is nthing othing mnthing i need something i don what to do
there is no one to help me no one




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