dreamgurl112

Sarah's Life
2002-10-23 01:26:01 (UTC)

Daddy's Girl

My dad. Hmmm...what can I say? He isn't there for me. In
fact, he is in jail. He is a crack head. There is this one
girl who rides my bus. She is popular and very
attractive.Her dad stands with her in the mornings to wait
on the bus. I sometimes wonder if he sexually abuses her.He
proably doesn't, I am just not use to seeing a father treat
is daughter that way. Oh well... He begs me to write him.
In his last letter he told me. Sarah, I wish you would act
like a grown up and forgive me for how I have treated you.
I really wish you would write me. But I wonder ... why
didn't you act like an adult? Why are you the one you
cheated on my mom when I was a baby. Why are you the one
who secretly smoked pot in our shed? Why are you the one
who stole things from your wife, your parents, your
friends? Why did you make mom leave you? Why did you try to
please yourself? Why did you tell us through out the years
that our family would get back together? It won't happen,
nothing can ever be the same. Nothing. I feel so empty
inside. No one can relate to me. I am alone.




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