Jules420
The Adventures of Jules Santana
Psychosis
Ok, so this weekend was quite the experience. Me and
Orlando went up to NYC to see Rose and JP and had one hell
of a time. It was pretty good, we bought this really
really strong weed in brooklyn while we were with JP and
let me just say its the strongest shit I have ever had in
my entire life, and I've had some really really good stuff
before. But we went up and had some drinks and just really
enjoyed ourselves. I still can't figure out what I want to
do with my life though yet. Like I think I've come to the
conclusion that I want to have fun, and I'm doing a pretty
good job of mastering that whole notion, my problem is I
can't think of goals. Like I need to go to Grad School,
and I really do want to go to Univ. of Penn for Finance,
and I mean since I work there I can go for free, but the
problem here with all of this is that I don't really want
to go right now, and it's pretty obvious that my
grandmother has already made plans for me to be back in
school. I just understand why at this age I still feel
compelled to live my life to aim at pleasing others but I
would say I am getting much better because I won't lie just
to say things that people wanna hear when it comes to me
going back, I just sit quietly or make a hmmmm noise. I
think it's hilarious but let's be realistic, I need to do
it soon. But I can't figure out what the hell I am going
to do now with my life, previously I saw myself moving to
Miami by the time I was 30 and just living there, but
having been back up to NYC, I must admit that there is
always something that sucks me back in. Well I guess it's
not that big of a deal because I'll figure it all out in
due time. My mom came back from Phoenix last night and I
am actually pretty excited to see her when she gets home
from work today, but I konw she's happy as hell to be back
and not dealing with work. Well that's about all, despite
yesterday being the shittiest day that I've had in a long
long time, but I did it up right yesterday by hanging and
havign drinks with Orlando and Wanda and smoking enough of
that strong weed that this morning I am here at work all
stoned still. 12 hours later. Anyway I'm going to go and
pretend to do some more work.
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