GoodCharlotte_Princess04

~Me & My Crazy Life~
2002-10-22 02:12:33 (UTC)

Clueless Me

I have a serious question going through my head. What is
there left for me to live for? I have no clue. I can't stop
crying and things aren't going right. I'm ready to jump
from a ledge. I don't even care anymore. As I type now I am
crying. I feel empty and as if I have nothing left to
offer. If I jump who would care? I know not many if any
body. I'm sick of putting on my front for everyone to see.
It is getting old and no one knows me anymore. I hate
school, I can't focus, I have been fighting with everyone,
making dumb choices, and my self esteem is at an all time
low. I feel like there is no one to talk to, and no one
would understand. They will say oh think of the ppl you
will be hurting but how many of those ppl haven't hurt me
before? No one knows how I feel or what pain I'm going
through and what I have went through already. Well I don't
feel good, so I'm gonna close this and say c-ya or goodbye.




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