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Well Oiled Heart but Still a Bit Squeeky
2002-10-21 12:16:09 (UTC)

Feelin' like the pud I am

Alrighty, yesterday was a pretty good day for the most
part. Work seemed to go by pretty quick, James is comming
back full time, we all hate Linda, and thats about it.
Good times.
I talked to Amber last night, I met her up at Wal-Mart to
walk around, kill time. Even with our past, even with all
those emotions, I don't want that. And the worst part of
all is that even though she's cool and all, I'm thinking of
losing touch, for good. When her baby is born, I can't
think about how I might react when I see it. My thoughts
will be nothing but "That could have been mine, why isn't
it mine" so not only would I feel awkward as fuck, but you
want to talk about ripping at the very thread of sanity? I
think not, time to move on from that part of my life,
remember the good times, and forget the bad.
Talked to my Sarah last night on the phone, we laughed, oh
yes. Just nine more days till the Good Charlotte show,
yay! Sarah's just going to see me, which is cool, but she
will like GC, I promise her. When she hears "Seasons", she
will melt, god that song is good, but depressing as fuck.
And I found out that her favorite band is comming on the
17th, The Get Up Kids. I already bought the tickets this
morning, so we're going to that one too. Sweet! Good
Times once again.
But that all for now, and till then....




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