BlondeLobotomy

.inside.my.head.
2002-10-20 18:30:08 (UTC)

Terribly independent...

2:17 Sunday October 20th

I have a wedding to go to today...God dammit. It's there
just to remind me more of the fact i'll never find someone
right for me or the person who is right for me will never
be with me. It doesn't matter though because if i were to
find that person they would probably leave me just like
everybody else. I'm not commitment phobic anymore but it
doesn't matter because i'm still really independent. It's
so ridiculous people think that you have to be really
dependent on a person just to love them. Why can't people
just be happy when they see eachother? Why do they always
have to ignore what is going on in the present just
because tomorrow, next week, or next year they get to
do/see something they really love. It's pointless. If you
don't live in the moment, you die too fast. Not because
your life is shorter than others, but because you weren't
paying attention, you were letting go. Life is so short
already...why make it seem shorter?




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