chaoticxpression

my simple small world
2002-10-19 16:53:09 (UTC)

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of course I'm sitting here, waiting on the father I havn't
seen since early summer.And of course he's two hours late.
Why did I even bother to get up?
I doubt he's even coming....I hate it when he does this...
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I dreamt of Draveia...and couldn't stand it..I was talking
to him, and started SCREAMING..and wigged the fuck out...
I can imagine me doing the same thing in real life if him
and I were to cross paths...
So lets hope that doesn't happen..
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I'm supposed to pierce chris s's lebray today..but I'm
gonna have to bail till tomarrow because of my fucking dad.
(though I doubt he'll even show since he's just that great
of a guy)
My father expects me to stay the nite at my astranged
grandmothers house and sleep on the bed my grandfather died
on..
Yeah fucking right....
This grandmother of mine, isn't very nice...not nice at all.
She is hell bent on me becoming a doctor, and the fact that
I'm not going to pisses her off and earns me a lecture each
time I see her.If I tell her I'm pregnant I know she'd
never talk to me again....She swore if I dropped out of
school I should consider her dead and never talk to her
again since my future's fucked.
Her knowing I'm pregnant would mean the same thing to her,
no future.(DISPITE the fact I AM gonna go to college-it
might just me delayed slightly)
I love her, she's my grandmother, but otherwise I dislike
her and can't stand her.
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THIS IS SERIOUSLY PISSING ME OFF-WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DAD.
WHAT AN ASSHOLE.....
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uhhhh, I'm going back to bed....


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