redstarfish2

No Matter How Hard I Try...
2002-10-19 13:36:26 (UTC)

Christmas, listening, Dashboard

" It is never any good dwelling on goodbyes. It is not the
being together that it prolongs, it is the parting. "
***
It feels like Christmas. The weather and the break from
school makes it feel so much like Christmas. I know that
sounds crazy, but its not. It's cold in the morning and
gets warm in the afternoon. The atmosphere in the house
feels like it. I lost track of days because we had
yesterday off school also. It's kinda weird.
***
I've been listening to Dashboard Confessional for a week. I
love them, I've just been in the mood to listen to that and
nothing else without getting bored. I have their songs on
the computer and I have the Places you have Come to Fear
the Most Cd becasue I was listening to it at Cadet
Challenge and Alisha left before I could give it back.
***
I had a CRAZY dream last night. It involved LeeAnn and my
dad and Amanda and Westin and Phillip. It was so so so so
so so so strange. But they didn't look the same, except my
dad. I also had a dream with Terry and me, but that one
wasn't all fucked up like the other one. I guess you know
what things I was thinking about before I slept. I went to sleep
around 12:30 and woke up at 9. I'm surprised I got up when I don't
have to. I didn't sleep more than 5 hours yesterday and I bearly got
any sleep over the week. I figured I'd sleep longer...oh well.
***
I woke up to something that usually pisses me off this
morning. But I was happy this time...weird, I know.




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