6445bekiM

It smells like poop over here
Ad 0:
https://monometric.io/ - Modern SaaS monitoring for your servers, cloud and services
2002-10-19 04:18:30 (UTC)

im fucking making it offical, i..

im fucking making it offical, i am in fact, in love with
rich's sister, christina saady. i wear to god, fucking
love. i love her. i love rich's sister, i love her to death
with all my heart. i fucking love her. me. fuck. i love
her. all these fucking memories are coming back.
me and rich were sitting in the TV when she was
visiting. she comes in and is talking to us, and says "so i
brought a guy home with me last night..." "i didn't have
sex with him or anything, cause if chad had come home he
would have flipped." this was when her and chad had broken
up, but they were stilling living together. "he had just
about creamed his pants when i came over to him." im fairly
sure she was talking about justin. this was just about the
time he came around.
you know, it hurts me, it fucking hurts me that im not
with her. i see her and justin, he's fucking living with
her and he's get it be with her and he gets to love her and
her gets to (ill just say it), he gets to screw her. and i
get nothing. sometimes one needs to be selfish, and im
getting nothing. she's all in love with that dude from the
calling, and bon jovi and like 3 red wings. but god damn, i
love her so much. fuck me. i didn't want love anymore. fuck
that, you know i did, i know it did. why? cause im a
fucking pussy who loves a woman i could never have. why?
the first and foremost important reason; im a kid. a
fucking kid.
im 19 fucking years old, and she's twenty fucking
three. i can see it now, me crying and her breaking up with
me and her saying some shit and all i say is "maybe it's
because im a kid." i don't know what she askes, but i don't
really think it matters at this point.
it hurts me that she was a slut in high school, it
hurts me that she's with justin, whose a fucking rebound
guy cause she can't be alone and can't, "get over" (i
guess) chad. how many guys has she been with? i don't know,
but it wouldn't stop me from being with her, and it doesn't
stop me now. it doesn't stop me from wanting her and it
doesn't stop me from loving her. god, she calls me cutie,
flirts the hell outta me, but goes home to a chatch.
rich's mom was joking around and saying that she was
gonna give me the extra room upstairs. "well im moving back
home if mike's moving in." (smiles and looks sheepish) my
god she's beautiful. rich's was yelling and she starts
cleaning out chrissy's closet tonight, and this and that
were being tossed out. chrissy found some old pics of when
she was fat. yells about those, we won't give em to her, i
hold up so she can't reach em cause she's really short.
blah blah blah "gimme those pictures" "no way, im keeping
em" "ok, well ill let mike keep the fat pictures cause i
love him" she walks in "hey you" "hey cutie" and the so
on. "you smell yummy"
why me? why love? in my fucking her. blow my fucking
brains out now. you know? i just got a lil stoned. but i
dont' know if im stoned or not. i guess you could say i
just smoked a little pot. but why do i have to love this
girl? it hurts me, pains my heart. why can't i be with her?

fuck that, fuck you and by you i mean m. fuck me. love.
it's a waste of time but i love that girl.fucking hypocrite
i am.mike


Ad:0
Digital Ocean
Providing developers and businesses with a reliable, easy-to-use cloud computing platform of virtual servers (Droplets), object storage ( Spaces), and more.