kiss me, kill me, hold me, thrill me
Convo with Dave
This is what went down when we talked yesterday. It
turned out to be kinda long. Oh well. Most of it is
g: why is life so confusing?
g: there is something I need to tell you. I've been
wrestling with it all week.
g: I don't know how to say this. On Saturday when we
were watching movies I looked over at you and I felt a
more than friendly feeling.
g: I've spent the whole week questioning my life.
d: why, I don't see a need for you to be doing that,
those thoughts have gone in and out of my brain for quite
a while... but john being a friend or not, I would never
do anything to disrupt your relationship
g: I know I love John, but I just want to hug you.
d: so, there isn't anything wrong with that, I hug most
of my female friends when I see them or when I leave
g: I just had to get that out. It's been really bugging
me all week.
d: is there something more to it that you are telling me?
g: I don't know. I don't think there is, but I'm not
d: do you want to lay off the mistress/slave, would that
g: that doesn't bug me.
g: I guess I've just been over thinking things.
d: haha... oh boy, welcome to my former world
d: I used to overanaylze things until it drove me insaine
g: I don't tend to think about things this much so it
wierded me out.
----Later that day----
g: oh, I hear you can't quite remember what we talked
about when we got drunk...
d: I don't think I want to
g: I don't think you said anything bad...
g: I know I said some silly stuff
g: I recall finding new ways to pee
g: it didn't work sitting backwards on the toilet, but
standing up worked well.
d: I take it there won't be much drinking this weekend?
g: I don't think so...I haven't thought about it
g: I don't currently have a need to get drunk
d: how come
g: things are going well. I am more than willing to get
drunk again though, it was fun!
d: the reason to get drunk, is just to get drunk... no
other reason needed
g: do you want to drink this weekend? I can buy some
d: if you want to
g: ok, what would you like?
d: crown royal, jack daniels, etc..
g: ok. I'll get some of one of those and some form of
g: would you prefer superior, gold or 151?
----At this point MSN crapped out on us and we moved over
to AIM. I don't have that convo, but he said I should get
g: have you decided to come over this weekend? Cal said
she didn't think you were.
d: not sure if I want to drive that far this weekend
g: that is fine.
d: is john coming over?
g: no, he is busy
The convo ended soon after with Dave going to bed.
I feel so much better after having told him that. I also
feel silly for getting as worked up over it as I did.