all.hours.of.the.nite.cant.fight

R.U.THE.ONE.I.CAN.BLAME?
2002-10-18 01:39:53 (UTC)

Erika and Whitney...lies and Hatred

today at break me and Erika had a conversation about her
boyfriend, Ben, of which is a really good friend of mine
and i dont have any feelings for him other than being
friends, yesterday while i was at the EXPO , i found out
that whitney was spreading rumors that if i hung out with a
guy i liked him...NOT TURE...and that i was madly in love
with Ben....Ben, i do love ya, but not the way ya want me
too= I AINT MADLY IN LOVE WITH BEN~!!!, so Erika doesnt
know who to believe and she called Jeanie and told her to
watch Ben on the expo, cuz i was going...can you believe
that? she thinks i would make the move on BEN!!! when she
wasnt around.....thats wrong, if i wanted Ben i would spend
all the time i could with him...but i dont...im too busy
with Taylon....so in the end, i wrote Whitney A REALLY
HARSH LETTER, telling her im SO DAMN tired of her lying and
thought she wasnt going to lie anymore and that sometimes i
wish she would have lived in Panama and never come to
Bonifay and ruin my life, even though we have had good
times, most have been bad for my apart, i was her Patsy,
her ALWAYS THERE FOR HER Friend, the one you could laugh at
and lie to with your other friends.... SHE KNOWS ABOUT
TAYLON...she found out through my diary...but i never
thought she would give it a second look....i wonder, she
must care to read about my life...so if your reading
Whitney, drop me a line and tell me hi ;) ....lmao...i
sound like a gay freak but im not gay..i like Taylon..a GUY
and everytime a guy walks by me the first thing i look at
is his ASS!!!! thats gotta tell you something..Taylon,
baby, if you ever read this you do have a nice
ass....;)..... heh heh heh ....anyways i told her that i
didnt want her in my life anymore and that she had ruined
it enough and would she PLEASE not harass ,me anymore with
her lies and backsatabbing ways.....yes very harsh...but i
guess i can only give her so many 2nd chances or run back
to her only SO MANY times and i guess i feel like all my
tickets are wasted and i cant run back to her no more...and
im proud of myself for it....im always gonna love her, im
just not always gonna be there, and im proving my point
now...i will be there as much as i can...no more ..no
less...thats all i got to say..PERIOD....bye...




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