becca69

Becca's Life
2002-10-17 20:46:26 (UTC)

The begining

Okay, well to summirize my life in a word. It would be
SHITTY and to summirize my life in a sentance it would be:
Life is notnto worth livivng, if love is not shown in
life.
And to tell my life in a story, this is how is wouls
begin.

I am 14 years old and i dont even live with my parents. My
mom is a drug addict and my father left me when I was
young. The people I live with now are kinda like a
miracale
to me! They have given me a new outlook on life. Have you
ever felt you wanted just to leave this awful world. I
have
and i have felt like thhis for most of my life. Last year
my
grandmother died of cancer and my Grandfather killed
himself leaving me to seldom beliveing i had no one. They
were my life My parents everything and when they left i
was
left with nothing. I thought that i would be better not
living at all then not living with them. At the time i was
dating a boy named Jamie, he was and is my savior. After
my grandparents died we had to sell teh house and i
was forced to move away form my love. We were still
together though and life was okay. In March ont he 12
Jamie
broke up with me. For reasons beyond my encounters. 2 days
befor my 14 birthday. Well, later on i found out he had
found a new love and i was left with no one.
About or around that time i was living in a motel room
with
my step father, mom, sister, and her boyfriend. I fell
for a new one, let alone it was jamies best firend Jared.
He was everything to me, and i dont know why but we never
got together. We got
kicked out of the motel later and all of my
belongings were threw away. Including my grandomthers
ashes. We moved into this duplex with another family. MORE
DRUGS. Thats all i saw was drugs and cops and fights. One
day i went over to jamies house ( we were still best
friends ) and have stayed here since. I visit my mom on
the
weekends.




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