me

Ignorance is bliss
2002-10-17 01:55:57 (UTC)

hurt

i am hurt and i feel as though i could've stopped things
these past couple of days have been hectic for me and a lot
of my past has been brought up and i'm not happy about it i
have been getting flashbacks and just because one thing has
been brought up my whole intire hurtful completly painful
past has been brought up and i am having a hard time
handling it my hurt is cold and i barely feel anymore i
can't cry because i don't know how anymore all the shit i
worked so hard to forget is back and even more shit i am
starting to care but then i am having to put my barrier up
again to protect myself and i think it will stay that way
because it is best and i will put everything in the past
AGAIN I LOVE YOU MANDA!!!!!!




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