chaoticxpression

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2002-10-17 00:10:41 (UTC)

oh GAWD.....

I'm on my invisable screen name looking up some old
contacts that I just thought of...(their names were only on
this name.....), and plus I don't wanna talk to anyone...
but ah....
I haven't been on it in awhile...
and my profile reads...:
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lalala...don't know what to write....*thinks what to
say
Oh, I guess I could always say....billy has slowly
weaved his way into my heart and soul......to bad I
haven't done the same for him.......:-(but, oh well, we
mustn't ever feel sorry for ourselves shall
we...
OH.......listen to RANCID, and read THE BELL JAR
Peace.......
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wanna know why this makes me....turn my head and hold back
tears?....
because Billy is Draveia, Draveia is heroine addict....and
heroine addict......just........nevermind.....
god...
this profile was from awhile ago.....when that insecurity
was an obvious illusion and everything seemed perfect...
I was basically living with him....we spent all our time
together.....he made me feel....wanted.......liked...
And then he....I need to stop writing...I need to stop
writing.....
But god damn it....this profile...just remembering how
happy i was when I wrote it.....kills me now...


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