ramblings of this hopeless romantic
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2002-10-15 22:34:43 (UTC)

I hate rain

i hate rain. especially cold rain. rolled out of bed this
morning to take the wonderful, yet completely boring,
PSAT. what fun. oh well, at least now i have a shot at
being a national merit scholar. too much chem to do. . i
think i failed the last quiz. oops. at least we're on
thermochemistry now and i like thermochemistry :).

barret ignored me all day, as usual. i don't know why i
still like him despite the fact that he doesn't like me
and he makes it quite obvious. he can be such an ass
sometimes. god, what do i see in him???? well, itz either
him or steve and that's as far-fetched as anything.

i'm going home this weekend!!! yay!! i get to spend time
with my friends at home!!

my poem:

It's funny, this feeling inside
I'm walking alone on this road called life
And then you appear, out of nowhere, with no apparent
Toying with my emotions, your favorite game
I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy asking him to
love her
There are days that are heaven
But they're always followed closely by long periods of
I'm still the same girl
And I continue to stand before the very same boy
Still asking him to love her
Deep in my heart
I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess what I'm feeling
Frightened you'll slip away. . .
Wrapped up in my little world
Scenes of you and me dance through my thoughts
Here I don't have to face it,
The cruelies of the real world
Only in my mind will we live like a fairy tale--
Happily ever after
So go on
Ignore me
I'll just retreat to my little world
Where I'm yours and you're mine
Until that day you finally realize exactly what that girl
standing in front of you is saying
I'll just stand there
And continue to ask you to love me.