Anna

should be studying...

hmm....so chem midterm today....but i don't even want to
study.....im like...ugh!....i feel like i can't really
know the material any better....but i still don't feel
prepared for the mideterm....either i can do it....or
screw it!!!!!!
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......and now....come what may started to play on my
winamp....does love like that really exist in the
world?....such a pretty song and awesome movie....but its
also SO depressing....totally breaks my heart...and
like......i dunno.....sigh.....i think i have been eating
way too much granola these past couple of days....its
making my mind fuzzy.....i know i am sorta
rambling....but.....should i have to make sense?......sigh
i can't wait till december....i want to go home!...i want
to go to japan!.....i want to go to hong kong!!!....life
is so much simpler at home and on vacation....and i know i
get bored easily on vacation...but i really need to sit
and just enjoy being lazy?.....i think thats why i was so
irritated during the europe trip.....there was just too
much running around.....i mean we did get a lot of time on
the bus to sit around....but thats not the same as just
sitting resting....sigh....when the semester is over i
think im gonna sooo hibernate in my room (where ever the
hell in the house that may be now) and sleep and watch
tv......i have been SOOO tv deprived in the past couple of
months...i feel so outta touch with what is happening in
the world.......SHIT....even when i go home...im not gonna
freaking have my nice room with my stuff the way i left
it......stupid ass alan....i don't want to have to
rearrange a room for myself...i liked my old
room.....granted i might have more closet space now...but
like....thats just gonna motivate me to buy more clothes
and like i will then be yelled at for spending too much
money.....grzzz
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...speaking about being out of touch with things...i am
also out of touch with people...like i totally don;t know
whats going on with kelvin.....and i feel like its really
hard fo rme to go into detail to other people about the
people i know here....i know its hard to just keep track
of me and jenny.....and we are both here....also when's
the last time i talked to tammy?....shit...where did all
my time go??!...sigh....this sucks....