lilliana

lilliana
2001-08-03 21:13:18 (UTC)

Sorrow

God...I'm so digusted with myself. Wait, wait, I don't need
pity folks...please don't send me feedback to cheer me up
or anything. I need this critiscism... I can't stand myself
anymore. I am so mean to people and then I feel so awful
afterwards. Why can't I open up to ppl? Why do I have to be
so fake about all of it? It's a shame that I have any
friends...they don't deserve such a serpent such as I. I
have claimed that I will die without a husband. No man
would be able to stand me...Im sucha bitch. I just hope my
children will love me. I will treat them so wonderfully.
Okay, that's it. Im crying now. I gotta go