Timothy

I am Jack's Broken Heart...

Man...

What a fucking weekend...

Alright, I admit, that I may have been a complete
dumbass, and maybe could have done some things
differently..

But you could have fooled me....

I went to work today, and I could barely function.

I didn't know what I was doing for the first hour...

Lenora...

Whew...

She's gone... called me... said, it was nice...

said, she did... that I was wonderful...

and promptly told me that she regretted
dumping my ass 6 years ago...

and that she was going back to fuckface...

bitch...thanks, you just succeeded in ripping
my heart out... again...

just when I thought I'd put it back together
after a year of not being with "her"...

holy fuck... man....

FUCK!!!!!!

man, you know, she was right... weezer...

she told me, "sex is not an answer to love"...

Yeah, I know... the sky is blue...

yeah, I know... lust and love are two different things...

yeah, I know... I know every fucking thing...

FUCKING HELL!!!!

okay.... Tim... fucking get it to together...

shit, it was only sex... great sex...

and she felt so nice in my arms...

the kissing, the warm naked hugs...

the hot chocolate in the morning with the marshmellows...

the chicken breast with alfredo sauce and white wine...

the long midnight stoll, the talking into the warmth of dawn..

the look in her eyes.... the feel of her hair....

the touch of her satin lips...

her voice...

her laughter...

her smile...

that giggle after, you know... that giggle...

I am going to go cry now....

and sleep...

~timothy~

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