darkemerald405

random reject... whats the point
2002-10-15 00:59:30 (UTC)

its pretty out. really pretty...

its pretty out. really pretty. i just sat outside for
almost and hour and sketched and wrote some poem type
things. yeah.
i couldnt see but the drawings didnt turn out too bad..
yeah.
today was ok.
if you think you like someone but you value your friendship
as much as you would value a relationship w/ them do you
potentially screw things up by telling them how you feel?..
ahg. i wish i knew how to.. go.. about this.. lol
im talking like a dork. go about this. god. but still...
hit me. eh. anyway. yeah. i dunno about myself sometimes.
*sigh*
its funny,on the days i think i look horrible i get a bunch
of compliments. mikey said i was really pretty, cuz he
always says stupid stuff like that and im always like oh
yeah. imjust soo hot, sarcastically and shit like that but
today he was like seriously, idont care what you think i
think youre pretty. lol. i said i vauled his opinion but i
disagree.. but i accepted it. blah. and these two guys in
my study hall said i looked like pink and one asked me for
my autograph and the other asked me for my number ...
lol. yeah . and luke asked me to marry him. haha. that was
funny. he never touched me before but today he puthis arm
around me and stuff. weird. lol. i dont know. sometimes i
just get weird about being touched. lol. it doesnt really
bother me i guess, hes a cool guy. but still. heheh. i
dunno.
i wish i talked more. like, wiht my friends. just was more
outgoing and funny or whatever in our little group. i guess
ijust do better one on one or whatever.
screw that.
blah blah.
i love death cab for cutie.
yes yes i do. whoop.
if anyone reads this.. send me a note thingy. cuz id like
to see if anyone does... hehe. thanks..
im sure no one does.. but just.. um. in case. and stuff.
-em0




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