Sugar_Pussy

Black & Blue
2002-10-14 19:58:23 (UTC)

Repulsion

Sitting alone waiting for the end, surrounded by the one
thing that repulses me the most.......................YOU!
The strong smell of hostility in the air chokes me until I
gag and bleed.
Amongst all this horrid turmoil my thoughts stray to you.
You're not around, but you stay close to my side.
Stabbing me in the back!
Remember when you used to hold my hair when I got sick???
We would count the breaths until everything was O.K.
If we were sad, only we could fix that.
You and me against them all.
You were the sister I never had.
And the best friend I never got to know.
But always appreciated.
Until death.
Where did we go wrong?
You hurt my feelings, so I hurt yours.
An eye for an eye.
I feel no resentment, only the resentment pushed upon me.
Until I choke.
I would forgive.
But I will NEVER forget.
You, me or them.

I hope one day you or someone else reads this so you can
see just how much of a fucked up little bitch I am!
It's all good honey.




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