Mrreasneos

invisiblealbino
2002-10-14 05:04:42 (UTC)

i need a vacation

life sucks sometimes....


i love
i hate
i stay silent
i screem
i laugh
i cry aloud
i run
i hide
i can't sleep
i dream
i forget
i remember you

FUCK! excuse the profanities but... FUCK! that's just
the mood i'm in right now... i'm sure i'll be over it in a
bit. i am just so stressed right now with family, school,
friends (some) and work. my relaxing time is basically with
my girlfriend... (the only time i have free i try to spend
with her). my homework is piling up... my dad is being a
nazi bitch... my mom is being his minion in oppression. i'm
working for my neighbor... pay is crap, but i need it for
fun... i'm fairly poor and i hate taking money from people,
i just can't... it's just part of me... mannors are burned
into my brain... i can't get them out but sometimes i don't
want to. some of my friends are drifting away... some are
getting closer. i need a vacation from life.

~ku




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