*jasmine*

babydoll's bored
2002-10-14 03:08:55 (UTC)

driving on the wrong side of the freeway

I hate the situation that I'm in right now!!!
last night jimmy called me and wanted to hang out...
which was a little strange for some reason. so i left
David's house and picked up jimmy, we went to the our usual
location at the park to smoke a bowl.and we sat around in
my car listening to music... i love listening to the music
with Jimmy, he's such an animated person... he's always
singing songs to me. It sounds pretty dumb but thats one of
the things i adore about him...
we went back to jimmy's house, and we were sitting on the
couch in his room talking about stupid stuff and making fun
of eachother.I had half of a bottle of rasberry vodka, so
we got our drinky on. i tried to pick up a can of mt. dew
code red with my feet and i spilt it all over the place.
another thing i like about jimmy is that he doesn't
hesitate to remind me that i'm a retard.after a while we
were just sitting there and he was holding me and he was
telling me that he didn't know what he was doing with
me,'cuz he doesn't usually dedicate his saturday nights
with girls(jimmy's mission in life is to get ass fom
various girls that he doesn't know or want to know and
never speaking to them again),he said he was confused
because he was sitting in his room and drinking with me and
he was having fun...i dont know what i'm doing with him
either!!! i know how he is!! he's such a womanizing whore!
but i'm totally sprung over him! i guess i know how he
feels..
anyways, we went to X.O.X.O to get some more alcohol
and we were supposed to pick up Laura, but we got caught up
in a conversation and forgot, so we had to drive all the
way back to go and get her.we ended up at a kick back with
daniel H, paula, si,brett and some other airforce
guys...this house had an amazing pool full of chicks! it
was crazy! but jimmy wanted to leave for taco bell or some
shit. but when we were standing outside of my car, he said
that i was the only girl that he wanted to kiss so we just
started kissing, things were getting kinda crazy until
laura came outside and started yelling! we were all pretty
wasted! we went to taco bell and me'n'jimmy wanted to
leave, and laura and everyone wanted to go to brett's. so
we went our seperate drunken ways. jimmy was driving my
car, and we realized that we had no clue as to where we
were and how to get home. so we drove around in circle's
for an hour and a half. my dumb-ass was like hey look there
is the freeway! so jimmy got on it and about a minute down
the road we realized that we were driving in the wrong
direction on the freeway! it was so crazy! we didn't even
see the do not enter sign. we almost caused a huge
accident! well we got home like at 3am. and i woke up for
church this morning... me and jimmy talked on the phone for
a while before i had to go...it scares me that we are
hitting it off like this.. this should not be happening, i
dont even know what to do.. i dont think that we should let
anything happen, but it sucks 'cuz this feels right.. i
didn't feel like this with mark or mitch! so why am i
feeling like this with jimmy?? speaking of mitch, i need to
see if he's ok... he called me the other day, his freind is
in an a coma.. he was in a bad wreck.. mitch isn't taking
this very well... he's lost a lot of freinds in car
accidents. I LOVE JAMES!!!!...just kidding...hopefully...

-jasmine





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