Broken Seraph

A Former Shell of Myself
2002-10-11 17:38:45 (UTC)

Bleed to death...

i gave blood yesterday and of course my girl wanted to
wrestle. she's insistant that she's stronger than me. i was
weak but i was till stronger than her. around 3:40 i had to
take her home. she didn't say anything on the way home. i
aked her what was wrong but she said nothing... (bullshit) i
don't know if she was mad cuz i wasnt gonna spend all day
with her or what cuz she wouldn't say. so i'm getting pissed
cuz i think she's pissed cuz i had to do somehting. so we
get there, she hugs me and says 'u wanna come in?' the sshe
aswered 4 me 'no i go somehtng i gotta do' she texted me
and apologized and said she was in a bad mood. i said ok.
little later she asked me what i was doing and i told her
'stuff' she didn't write back then. little later i
apologized and asked her what was wrong. she wouldn't say so
i more pissed. i said somthing along the lines or i tryed
and i don't even care anymore. she asked me what i wanted
her to do and i said nothing. she asked me if i was mad and
i said no. i had to go and about 8 she texted me again and
we talked and i had to go again.
pilot got outta the hospital last night. they didn't relase
him but he wanted to go. pilot's a big guy so they didn't
stand in his way. jonte' was hapy to see him.
i told my mom i gave blood yesterday and she said 'good for
you. to bad they didn't let you bleed to dath.' what am i
supossed to say to that? whatever it doesn't matter.
i'm drained. tired.




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