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My life...is a soap opera!
2002-10-10 22:32:14 (UTC)

What if I said...

You know that song "What if I said", well, that is Malcolm
and my song. I just randomly clicked on a link and it
started playing and I almost fainted, it describes our
relationship so well. I sent Laura it and she was like
omigawsh! and then Malcolm was like "IT'S US!!" It is so
cute. :)

We've been friends for a long long time
You tell me your secrets and I'll tell you mine
She's left you all alone
And you feel like no one cares
But I have never failed you
I've always been there

You tell your story
It sounds a bit like mine
It's the same old situation
It happens every time
Can't we see it oh maybe you and me
Is what's meant to be
Do we disagree

What if I told you what if I said that I love you
How would you feel what would you think
What would we do
Do we dare to cross that line between your heart and mine
Or would I lose a friend or find a love that would never end
What if I said

She doesn't love you oh it's' plain to see
I can read between the lines of what you're telling me
He doesn't hold you the way a woman should be held
How long can I go on keeping these feelings to myself

What if I told you what if I said that I love you
How would you feel what would you think
What would we do
Do we dare to cross that line between your heart and mine
Or would I lose a friend or find a love that would never end
What if I said

Oh we've both had our share of lonliness
So whose to say that we can't have a little happiness
And if I found that in you
It would make my dreams come true
Or would you walk away
Hear what I have to say

What if I told you what if I said that I love you
How would you feel what would you think
What would we do

Do we dare to cross that line between your heart and mine
I've always wondered from the day we met
What if I said
What if I said
What if I said

Especially how our relationships with Chris and Meg was
really crappy this is such a perfect song. yep. :)

Ok yesterday @ lunch Lindsay was yelling how I wanted to be
pregnant so John comes up and hears pregnant looks at me
and screams sooo loud "YOU ARE PREGNANT?!?!?" I blushed so
much and was like no no no! and the guys at the table
across from ours looked at me...they always do that at the
wrong time and now they think im pregnant, oh great. So
then Elise and Elam are like why? and I'm like just bc I
want to, I can, and I love kids. They are like ok? I always
get lectures, everyday...Im getting used to it lol. The
words "too young" have NEVER stopped me before. So Elise
broke up with Slava at lunch and we counted to three and
bolted bc I was about to cry bc it was so emmotional and I
dont even know the guy! So my friends were like ooook time
to go now! But the cute guy came over to just say hi to me!
I was like oooh special me! So then during our drill team
dance I kept being yelled at bc I didnt know parts of it
and I wanted to say PISS OFF! But I didn't, good me lol. In
english class we watched Simon Birch and I cried and had
this mound of tissues bc the whole class brought me the
tissue box and it was so embarassing. They were calling me
a loser and stuff. Kathryn was just like "SHUT UP!" so
everyone. So that made me happy to have one person who
doesnt think Im a loser. The cute guy came and sat near
me...I was like yey! But they were all making fun of me,
well he wasnt but Meagen was. I was like :(. So then after
school I went home with Amanda and I just randomly decided
to sleep over and it was fun. Watched Where the Heart Is, I
love that movie! So then this morning Allison comes in and
tells us to get ready and stuff and we are like NO WE ARE
GRUNGY LOOKING! But an hour or so later we do. So then we
get in the car and have no idea where we are going. We end
up going to go get something to eat and we say kellen there
which was weird, havent seen her in a year. We went into
Horchows and were practicing our tap dance, which the song
is A Wink and a cry or something like that?? Ok, so then we
go to the movies and see that no movies are worth seeing.
And mummith was like "once you get your period you can get
a belly button ring" and I was like OOOH I HAVE MY PERIOD!
And she was like "oh crap!" lol...so yey! I might get one.
Cool. So then we went to get our nails done and the woman
doing mine was pregnant, awesome, and is naming her son
Briklin or something...pron. brick-lynn...it was
fascinating. She was like you can come to the emergency
room with me! I was like umm?? lol. it was funny.
Omigawsh, last night I ate a whole box of vanilla wafers
and like half the box of cheeze-its. Amandas face looked
like : I only ate like a handful every 30 minutes. But
then I would be hungry again, and again, and again. It was
funny. Ok, well I need to work on homework. But this
weekend I get to stay in the Westin Suite yey! With Amanda,
so fun!!! Ok byebye.

Btw, I still want a baby. :)




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