2001-08-02 04:00:12 (UTC)

sooo he calls

what now? hes gonna kiss my ass cus im mad? or so it seems
to me. i dotn know why but i keep basing my feelings on our
past relasonhip and i know its not right but i cant help
it. i just wnat to be able to trust what he says, but on
the other hand, i cheated on him! sooo. i think its the
karma that is makingme all paranoid. i hiope he really does
call me later on tonight [he went out to eat with his
sister and his sister's husband] so he says, but i want to
tell him this, maybe he can help me out. xoxo night