Dookie

Mind of a Wierdo
2001-08-02 03:31:16 (UTC)

Yada yada yada blah blah blah

I like that one. Okay well today was officially the most
boringest day of summer. (Is boringest a word?) O well ....
I stayed in my room till around twelve or so. Dont get me
wrong I woke up at like 10 just didnt want to get out of my
room. I ended up gettin a call from Vi. She is a friend
that I have known for about 4 and 1/2 years. And the first
question she attempted to ask me, instead of the usual 'How
are you doing?' she asks me if Chris and I are still
together. That is ALWAYS the first question. Yes damn it we
are. Sometimes I just feel like sayin NO. Why is she so
into asking me that. Everytime I see her or talk to her.
Always, 'Are you and Chris still together?' And sometimes
you hear this lil "oh". What the fluck is with that. Does
she want something or what. Does she want us to break up.
Damn! Well before I get all worked up on that I better
change the subject. Okay ..... we were goin to go hangout
but we cancelled last minute because she didnt have any
money and she didnt know where to go or what to do. So she
rescheduled for when Chris comes back so that Chris can
join us. It might as well be just them two cus she tends to
ignore me and keep on with Chris and I dont want to ruin
that for her. And I kno that Chris is my boyfriend but I am
NOT the jealous type. He is a guy .... he's got to have his
fun and he knows right from wrong. We have been over it.
Better not get too into that either cus it might piss me
off. So I should just say it now .... I dont really like
her much because she changed ... she is way too flirtatious
for being in a relationship and really really touchy. If
she happens to come across this Hey I am sorry. The truth
will hurt but it has to be said. She might end up hating me
but at least I got my feelings out right. She was a great
friend. Other then all that I did nothing today except
stare at my computer and watch a movie on TV. Saw Rush Hour
with my dad and he was watching the Travel channel. I
watched some of the Travel channel as I was walking by. Now
here I am. 8:30 on August 1, 2001. I heard from Daria
today. It wasn't raining when I talked to her ... she said
it was nice. Well ..... for now ........ till later
...........