mango princess

Through my eyes....
2001-01-24 05:34:50 (UTC)

Ok, let s make this quick. I m..

Ok, let's make this quick. I'm having a problem with my
self confidence. The zits and the chunky butt have to go.
I don't know how to get rid of this weight and I don't
remember having this problem last year with the whole face
thing. ok, he's soo soo
cute, but anyway, yeah, I just keep feeling bad about
myself and not feeling quite sexy if you will. Whenever I
think that I look hot or something, I end up looking in the
mirror or something and then I'm like, whoa, shitte', or to
better understand that, shit-tay. It doesn't help either
that every guy always looks to Rose, or Randi just because
they have the pretty faces. I don't know...you know I
don't think that I'm ugly or fat or anything and I think
that I am more than decent. I don't think I'm giving
myself too much credit or anything. I don't think that I
am a horrible judge of guys either. I'm not that picky in
the looks department, especially cause I know that that's
not all. Whatever, I just would like somebody to come and
talk to me and be interested, somebody that I could
potentially be interested in.
Random: Justin Routhier came up to me today and said hi.
Weird sort of. He's such a cutie but there's a little too
much arrogance. I wish I could get to know him better and
I wish that the whole Rose issue had never happened.
Chris Gagne came over to me today too. Another cutie.
That's a whole other story though...key word: dyke!!
To be continued.... :)




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