Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2002-10-09 06:06:05 (UTC)

So What Next?

I've kept my promise, at least for the time being, I even
have headphone on as I listen to my music. But I've kept
my mouth shut all day. Except for those times when I know
I'm here alone or when I'm on the phone. Grant it, I tend
to be kinda vocal when I'm on the phone, be it with J'aime
or Shujin or Mom or whoever. But I dare them to ever say
something to me if I'm on the phone. That's when there
will be hell to pay.

Despite me still being pissed about this entire situation,
I had a pretty good day. I was late for Ethics cause I
missed two shuttles and the third was late as ever. But I
don't ever intend on being late for Ethics ever again.
Justic was okay. Matt didn't show up, damn is stupid
ass. I have a paper due in Justice on Thursday, so
tomorrow I'll have to spend the majority of my day in the
library. Wah!!! But considering it's a major assignment
it can't be helped.

Business class was a mess today. I hardly paied attention
to anything he said. Mostly because his lectures are of
no interest to me. He teaches kinda stupidly. And
bascially just goes through the book verbatim, I could
just stay in the dorm or somewhere and read the book
verbatim, you gotta give me a little more insight. So the
whole class I was either talking to the person sitting
next to me or I was doodling in my book. Mm, lots of
silly stuff in my doodles this time.

Oh but Ethics, despite the fact that I was late was a lot
of fun. We talked about a subject that really hits kinda
home these days. Hedonism. I'd seen that word used
before, something that someone had said in The Darker
Passions Of Dracula. But it's always usually used when
refering to sex or bdsm. How it was explained to us was
you want to live a life of happiness. Basically live
happy and die happy. Well if that's the real definition
that I guess it's true, I am a hedonist. But we were also
told that inside hedonism there's sybaritism, "The
unbridled and intensive persuit of all pleasures." I'm
sure there are some who would say even the second one
would fit my personality too. But's it hard trying to
concentrate when people are talking about sex all the
time. Almost ever class I go to that's what everyone is
talking about sex, sex, sex!!! I know it sells, but this
is insanity!!!

Instead of Peace Sells, I guess it should be Sex Sells but
Who's Buying? Actually we know who's buying it we just
don't care. Or even if we do care, it's like why pay like
a sucker.

*Yawn*

This is boring. I really hate this, but I just found out
that there are only 8 weeks left in the semester.
Actually 7 for me since I'll be leaving early Monday
November 26 to go back home. Then I'll never have to deal
with that bitch next door ever again. I just really hope
that the next roommate we get will be a hell of a lot less
bitchy.

Woo-hoo: The semester will be over soon, but not soon
enough! Hurry December! I wanna get outta here!

Barf: I have a paper due for Justice on Thursday that's
probably going to really suck. But I'll try my best to do
good.

Current Music Video (Ooh Something new): I downloaded the Sweating
Bullets music video. Actually it's a really bad music video but
it's just funny to see all those Dave Mustane's cause you just know
he was a high as a kite during the making of that video!




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