2002-10-08 19:31:55 (UTC)

last night

Last night Brent slept over, as usual. It was nice, because
it was so cold outside and he kept me warm most of the
night. We woke up in the middle of the night and started
kissing and touching and etc... To make a long story short -
I couldn't make him feel good. I don't know if it was his
nerves or my lack of knowing what he likes or my pathetic
ways of touching him, but it sucked big time. It made me
feel horrible all night long. He basically told me that I
didn't know how to touch him. I've had a lot of boyfriends.
I've delt with enough private parts to know what usually
feels good, but with Brent... I just don't know. Apparently
I suck.