Black Tears

Ashes to Ashes
2002-10-08 01:09:15 (UTC)

Delved too deep

Stupid, as always. So I wore the tape to school today, and
they started bleeding in biology, which was just wonderful.
We have to present our thing on fermentation tomorrow, and
I'm just hoping that it goes well. I don't think that we'll
be anywhere near as organized as the groups that went
today, but that's the way things work.
Ashley is trying to act like nothing happened. Hello? Oh
well. I've decided it's not my life. I already made the
mistakes she's making now, I just wish that she didn't have
to do *it* with so many skanky guys. But whatever.
People have started to talk about the Spain trip, and it's
kinda bugging me. I want to go, badly, and do the tourist
thing. I think I could live the rest of my life just
travelling around the world, but who gets that kind of
luck? Not me, for sure.
Conferences were tonight and as always they were just fine.
My teachers praised me while my moom looked on in partial
attention because she's so used to hearing how 'smart'
and 'wonderful' and 'perfect' I am.
*sigh*
I wonder if I'm ever going to share this with someone. Most
likely not, just because I've said random things in here
that really shouldn't be repeated.
But I just wish that someone would understand.




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