mental illness, yes it is real..

isn't life grand ??
2002-10-08 01:08:22 (UTC)

WTF - Why This ????

another argument with Lisa.... She has no clue how she has
hurt me last night. She feels that she has done nothing
wrong, and that everything is all my fault. She says that i
took everything wrong way, and then she tells me that I am
not and have never been a romantic person.
God, PLEASE HELP ME !!!!! - I love lisa with all my heart,
she is the best thing to ever happen to me, and now once
again I feel like I am losing her.....
I am doing everything I can for her, but nothing is
working. I am going crazy, without her I have nothing to
live for, I have failed my kids and now this....
Her meds make her just want to sleep all day and night, and
she thinks that is just fine, that htere is nothing wrong
with it, we used to have a life together, now it is just
sleep.....I need her , and I dont have a clue as to how to
make this work..... Will someone PLEASE HELP ME !!!!!!!
I cant take this much longer, if this keeps up , I swear
that I am gonna end up back in hospital or worse.....
WHy does this keep happening to me ??????????


LISA - I LOVE YOU !!!! --- WILL YOU PLEASE LISTEN TO ME??
BELIEVE ME LISA , I NEED YOU !!!!!!!




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