leileanna

Bi: words from a hot straight dyke
2002-10-07 06:38:23 (UTC)

hello, i'm finally out and about (writing in an online diary!)

ha. i never thought i do this. but what better way to
procrastinate my work at 2:30am on a sunday night? so i
just realized i'm a lesbian. what a way to introduce
myself. i'm bisexual..i mean, i was..well..what i really
mean is that i was always bi, but always somewhat
more "straight" along the spectrum of sexual orientation.
i was always open i suppose, but the opportunity never
presented itself until i got to college. i love girls, i
love dykes, i love bois, i love femmes, i love transies, i
love them all. this is quite the epiphany i've reached,
when i had incredible sex at an all women's female play
party in nyc for the first time on thursday. i felt like i
lost my virginity for the second time. i feel like my life
just split in half - my straight side as it always was, and
now my lesbian side, which i finally found lying on my back
in the dark while the hottest girl was f___ing me,
listening to other women climaxing (or screaming from other
things) all around me. *sigh* and she has no idea she was
the one that happened to play the part in changing my
life.

i suspected last year. that's why i asked chrys and beth
to take me to throb with them. i'm counting the days till
the next one. i love being me. i love being hott and
super sexxy to both sexes and having them be sexxy to me -
OMG this girl was hot..i'm crushing on her too much...i
wonder if she took a liking to me...i have been absolutely
entranced and enamoured. sh_t! i need to do my organic
chemistry homework. f_ck college is so great and crappy
all at once. btw. 2 ex boyfs IM'ed me tonight...my love
life never ends. the 20's really are a trip...i'm only
starting out on this open road (anxiously waiting to turn
21 in Jan.) okay, so now that i just came out to all you
strangers...i'm going to write about how i synthesized
ethanol from whatever the hell organic compound that was (i
bet it causes cancer or really bad chemical burns though -
do not inhale!).




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