lilbrit

Another poem

I wrote this in January when I was really depressed and in
the hospital. I was fighting with my parents, failing
school, and having the worst break up with a guy who put me
through hell. I thought I wanted to die but at the time
this is exactly how I felt:

You say that I'm not worth it
Not worth the effort or the time
Please tell me the sin I've committed
Does the punishment fit the crime?

I've lost faith in all around me
In all my hopes and dreams
I've forgotten the person I'm supposed to be
And what my life means

I know my life is failing
I've dissapointed you too many times to count
But inside I'm slowly dying
As all of my emotions mount

I think my life would do us better
If I were very far away from here
Where you can't see my wrongs
And I won't cause you tears

I'm leaving here today
With my head held high
Pushing all of my pain away
I'm writing to say goodbye

Please don't say you'll miss me,
Or that my mistakes you can forget
To you I am a mistake, a failure,
a superficial bitch

You say that I'm not worth is
Not worth the effort or the time
Please tell me the sin I've committed
Does my punishment fit my crime?