evil_love_beyond17

the hell i have created
2002-10-06 14:56:48 (UTC)

POOP

WELL MABY ILL BE ABLE TO FINISH AN ENTRY FOR ONCE LOL BUT
LATELT HAS SUCJED I WAS NOT ABLE TO GET WOME COMEING TIKITS
SO IM NOT GOING BUT I AM HAVING A PARTY AND AM GOING OUT TO
EAT.. AND I WAS GONNA ASK CHASE TO GO WIT ME OR TAKE ME
WHAT EVER YOU WANNA CALLT IT BEACUSE HE DRIVES AND I DONT.
WELL LATLY WE HAVE BEEN FRINEDS WITHE BENNIFETS AND I WAS
HOPING TO MOVE THAT UP TO A RELATIONSHIP YA KNOW .. WELL
THICE NOW HE HAS TOLD ME THAY NO IM WONT GET ATTACHED TO
YOU BEACUSE IM LOOKING FOR A GIRL AS WE SPEEK OK YA THAST
ALL COOL ADN ALL BUT I FEALT MY SELFE STARTING TO LIKE HIM
MORE AND I KNOW HE DIDNT KNOW THIS BEASUE I DIDNT TELL HIM
WELL THURSDAY MITCHJ COMED OVER AND SAYS THAT HES TALKIN
GTO SOME GIRL FOR CHASE.. I KINDA GOT UPSET BEACSE CHASE
HAS BEEN SAYING I THINK I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE TO DO ON THE
12 THE 12 Y YA AND I THOUGHT THAT THATS WHAT IT WAS AND HE
DIDNT WANT TO TELL EME BEACUSE IT WOULD HURT ME OR
SOMETHING. SO I TALKED TO HIM THAT NIGHT AND I WAS LIKE SO
WHY DID MITCH NEED TO GO HOME ?? AND HE WAS LIKE BEACUSE
AND YOUDON TNEED TO KNOW ..AN DI WAS LIKE I THINK I KNOW
THEN HE KEPT SAYN DO YOU THEN I WOULD SAY MABY AND THEN I
SAID SO ARE THOUSE YOUR PLANS FOR THE 12?? AND HE WAS LIKE
NO ( YOU KNOW HOW DO YOU KNOW) THOUASE ARE MY PLANS FO RHTE
10 TH I TOLD HIM I WAS LIKE MITCH TOLD ME ,,, OO I WAS SO
UPSET BEACUSE HE DIDNT SAY SHIT .. I FEAL LIKE HE IS JUST
PLAYN GAME S WIT ME .. THEN I DONT REMEMBER WHAT I SAID
AND HE WAS LIKE I THOUGHT WE WERE JUST FRINEDS WITH
BENNIFETS I DIDT KNOW YOU WANTED TO GO OUT WITH ME? OO AND
THAT KILLED IT EVEAN MORE!!!!!!!!SO I AM STILL UPSET ...
MAINLY BEACSUE THIS IS THE SECHOND TIME AND I KNOW IN A
LETTER I SENT HIM I SPSFICALLLY SAID THAT MABY IT WILL
DEVLOP INTO SOME THING MORE!!!!!!!!!!OO DAM WHAT DID HE
THINK I WAS GONN FUCK HIM W/OUT GOING WIT HIM ,, UM HELL NO
I DONE THAT BEFOR BUT NO NOT MORE .. I WANT TO BE NON
SLUTTY LOL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HIM , AND THEN GARED
WANTS TO GO OUT WITH ME ADN I REALLY DONT WANT TO BE WITH
HIM AT ALL BUT HE WANTS ME ??????????? I KEEP HAVIN FLASH
BACKS UGGHH OK WELL IM GONA GO
ZOE




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