LaShygurl

Confusing....
2002-10-06 05:50:48 (UTC)

The day is finally almost over!!

Hey,it's me again.I'm bored so I thought I'd come up on
here and get some shit off my chest since my bestfriend is
gone for a while =(.

Ne ways,I talked to my ex a while ago.He called me around
8pm and I told him that I wasn't going to go with him to
the movies,I mean I still got shit to do around my pad
anyways.So he told me that it was okay cuz he'll just take
his ex girl (the one before me).And she was already at his
motel room as we were on the phone anyways.With her big
head and crooked eyes.But I wasn't gonna hate when he was
on the phone.That would just tell him that I'm jealous and
I'm not over him.But he thinks I am so I played it
cool.Then he told me it was better if he took her anyways
cuz she don't clown on people like I do.Acting like I clown
on everybody which I don't.Well yeah I did clown on that
one fool in the mall and hurt his feelings.But it wasn't my
fault.I mean when you see a guy that look like he shove a
frisbee in his mouth then it froze like that.And it looked
like he only have four teeth.Come on now someone is gonna
say something.But ne ways so he took that tramp.

Is it normal for a girl to be jealous of almost everyone?I
mean I'm not jealous like "oh she look better then me" or "I
want her man" like jealous in the way when ur ex is with
someone else and you just wanna beat her ass and you don't
even know her.Or she could be the sweetest girl but you
still wanna stab her right in her eye.Is that normal or is
that just me?Cuz it's good that my ex's moved on and are
with new people now but I don't wanna see that shit or hear
about that.If I could have it my way I'd make it to where
after I'm done with the guy and he's dismissed or he's done
with me then no one else can have him.Or he so hurt over me
that he dont wanna start over with no one else =).Damn that
would be tight.But of course it ain't like that so I gotta
get over it.Right??

Well I had to call up a couple females that I've been messing with
and tell them that I can't be messin with them anymore cuz now my man
is being all jealous about it and shit.But I'ma keep at least one of
them fine hoes around =).

Today my sister went out and got me some applications.I
think she went to like eight different places and got like
four applications from each place.So I filled them all out
and now my hand hurts,most of them were like 3 pages
long.But I want that job at the mall.I don't know the name
of the store but it's a sports store.For basketball where
they sell like the clothes and hats and shit.Well my
homegirl works there and she put in a good word for me so
hopefully I get it.The job aint all that but I've seen four
fine ass guys that work there.Damn they look good.One of
them I went to school with like two yrs ago.I was in 9th
grade and he was in 12th.I didn't know him like we were all
cool and tight.But my ex (man at the time) was on the
football team with him and they were homies.So that's how
we met and damn he just look so good.He's black and
mexican,light skin,beautiful baby blue eyes,nice big lips
mmmmmmm,he got gear,and short hair with cute little curls
in it.But he got a girl he been with for 3 yrs now.But it's
cool cuz I aint into him like that anyways.Yeah sure
mmmhmm.But the other guy looks just like Ja Rule.Damn he
fine.Except he aint a baller like Ja Rule shit he aint got
that much money at all,and he rides the city bus so he aint
got a car.But that's cool.He a broke Ja Rule.But hey he
still got the looks.And then all the cute guys shop at that
store and I'll be working with my girl so I hope I get that
job.

Well diary I typed more...way more then I planned to so
I'll close for now.Until next time.Bye.




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