Christine

Visions Of Life
2002-10-06 05:00:07 (UTC)

Lost In Madness

Lost in a mood
A melancholy
I cannot face in silence
Your words whisper through my soul
I long
Burn for your touch
Your heart next to mine
Stranded in a darkness
I brought in from the sun
Soon enough our paths will cross
But when
This uncertainty is driving me mad
The plague of my mistakes
Blood on my arm
Caked on my heart
Im lost without my anchor
The love that keeps me strong
Helpless
In the pursuit of whats right
So I wait
Slowly losing my mind
Frying in my isolation
Internally curling up
Until all is solved
A piece of me is lost
And I'll wander glossy eyed
Longing to be whole

Hopefully we will be together soon. I cant take this and it
hasnt even been a day. I dont want to go to bed alone. I
cant even cook because I would make 2 plates and cry. I
cant even contact him. I hope he will be released soon. I
need him. I love him more then anything in this world. i
love him more then i love myself and want more than
anything to be his wife and the mother of his children. He
is my soul mate and even tho we fight, i still think of him
and smile.




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