Order In Chaos

Order In Chaos
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2002-10-06 03:58:56 (UTC)

is a contaminated needle

taking pills
to numb the thoughts
that refuse termination
existance changes
and life fucks with the head
in a daze
seeing things not there
observing people
observing how THEY'RE living
how THEY'RE surviving
taking notes
observing similarities
and how we differ

for a psych lover
i lack the ability to aid MYSELF
into a more welcoming stay
on this here earth
an outsider-
observing
taking pills to numb the thoughts
eating less and less
searching motivation
searching for goals
self perfection
is infectious
is a contaminated needle
spreading virus
shutting down the body's system
delicate system
at the mercy
of mother nature
of the elements


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