Aubrianna

DeepInside
2001-07-31 07:44:51 (UTC)

Too Tired

Tonight has been very very very emotional. Im so
emotionally exhausted I dont have the energy to be upset.
Im thankful I have other things on my mind for a while.
Just for a while, because I know when I go to lay down, the
thoughts are going to creep up on me I'll think about it
without even wanting too. Then the tears will fall, the
panic attacks will start.

I know it all too well. I do have to say Im getting some
information. But I will say this, I will not rest until I
get this straighted out. I will do this before I die, I
dont think I can live with myself if I dont put whoever did
this away. That is if that is even still possible.

Ill find someway to get things right. I will make
everything all better. Ill put a closure to this. I swear I
will. For Dad. My Dad.

I want so badly to just be able to look at him to hold him
god damn it, it pisses me off so fucking much! I want to
find the motherfuckers who took that away from me.




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