msxtcbabe

Not As Confused As I Used To Be
2002-10-04 21:36:52 (UTC)

summit county guys suck ass

wow - i dont know whats going in my life right now. i am
seeing this guy who is a real sweetheart to me but yet he
still wants to date other ppl. whats wrong with the guys
in summit county?? or is just colorado period. louisiana
guys were just fine!!!

scott is no longer working at cameron and he was supposed
to come over here today. i havent seen or heard from him
all day which leads me to believe that he probably went to
denver to meet that chic he was supposed to meet before he
met me. oh well.....hopefully things will get better. i
dont really care because i am kinda used to this by now,
but dammit why cant i find someone who wants a freakin
relationship??? i realize this is pretty much a fun place
but hell, sharing it with someone makes it that much
better. on the other hand, i do care because i have spent
so much time with him lately i have really grown to like
him. i dont know how i am being able to keep myself from
completely falling for him but luckily i am.

i am hopefully gonna be working soon. eithor at the front
desk of a hotel...or at copper. i looked on their site
today and the job i had applied for isnt even on their
list anymore so i think that means i have that one!!! it
will be fun at copper. a 15 mtn pass for free....plus i
will be meeting a lot of other cool ppl and maybe find
someone who wants a relationship. if scott wants one then
fine...but i dont know yet.

i found out why jason broke it off with me too -- its
because we didnt have the same interests...kinda lame but
i just cant get into science and physics and star trek
enough to have a great conversation about em. i am glad
we are still friends tho. he is so hot.

i really miss home. i would love to go back for a visit
soon and see all my friends. i miss them all so much. i
dont think i could live in louisiana again but i
definately need to go back for a while.

well i guess i have written enough for now, later ya'll!!!




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