NbdysPerfect

The Crazy Life of Troy, the Drama King!
2002-10-04 07:16:47 (UTC)

I'm horny ((Don't read if you're afraid of what's really out there...))

OK I am sorry, but this entry is gonna be so flaming that
it might just burn through your computer screen but I just
have to get this out of my system...GUYS ARE HOTT!! I
cannot help it! DAMN!! What have I been missing out on? I
should have came out AGES ago and I could have been even
MORE comfortable with my gayness than I am now.

I LOVE flirting with guys, it's so much fun!! I went to
this coffee shop with my friend Davin and we met our friend
Kennie there. Kennie and I both just hit on this guy named
Chris that works at DAYS. I am telling you...this guy is so
freaking hot I could just eat him up! He's 28 years old and
doesn't look a day over 19! He has the nicest ass I have
ever seen on a man before in my life...

I watched Queer as Folk for the first time tonight! God
that show is so good! It is sooo hot too! It turned me on
so much watching those sex scenes...I have never been that
turned on before...I definetely knew then that I may be
more "gay" than "bi" if you wanna use labels. Guys just
know how to push my buttons...I wish I had one pushing them
right now...hehehehehe...

I don't know what's up with me tonight, but I want me some
meat! I basically realized that maybe I don't want a
relationship right now. I just need to see what's out there
and test the waters...I know what I'm doing, don't worry! I
always play it safe no matter who I'm with. OOh and for the
record...I am NOT a "cum dumpster-fuck buddy!" I don't
sleep around! Making out and fooling around are A LOT
different than sleeping around, ok?! And I've only fooled
around with 3 guys...so SUE ME! Kissing guys, that's
another story, but it wasn't really anything. I kissed 4
guys one night at the club because it's fun! It's harmless
fun! I wish I was more comfortable with myself to do the
things I wish I could do...I'm too shy sometimes around
boys...I need to open up more and just put myself out
there. Let them know I like to play games and see what they
have to offer me...

Let everyone at work call me a "Man Whore!" I don't care!
They're just jealous!! Hehe, but you know I love everyone
at my work! They're the greatest! S-Mart would not be the
same without ME! :0) What are they gonna do when I leave??!!

Hmmm...I wish I had me a boy toy right about now...oh
well...we can dream can't we...

TTFN


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