Zach

CloudStrifeOmn
2002-10-04 02:57:59 (UTC)

Truth

I really liked her.. that's why i'm so upset about
this.. but ya know what.. I think that if kelsy forgives me
for all of this... she could be the girl that helps me.. i
hope she is i wanna get over all this shit so bad.. i like
kelsy so much i wanna go out with her.. i'm gonna ask her
at homecoming.. i'm gonna let *the girl i use ta like* deal with that
myles dude.. i'll help her just... i wont like her anymore...i
hope..i guess.. i dont really know.. but i'm trying my best to get
over her shit and we'll see if she gets to go out with a senior..
this sounds like revenge.. but it isnt okay! believe me the
title is truth for hells sake.. i just wanna be happy
again.. maybe once?.. i mean i havent been happy since....
i was little and i didnt know what the fuck love/life and
girls could do to mess up your whole life lol.. right now i
just wanna settle down * settle down means "go out"* with
kelsy and be happy again... if she'd talk to me.. she never
really does... kinda hurts me right there ya know lol.. but what can
i do really?... appearently i cant do much cuz..nothings happened so
far... once again.. fuck me!

Kelsy..... i know your gonna read this and i know you'll prolly be
mad at me over this.. i just wanna ask that you can forgive me.. cuz
i really like you...and if i woulda ever know how bad this hurts i
woulda never done it.. i guess i got one of those dose of your own
medicine kinda deals... i'm so sorry.. but really i do like you.. cuz
i choose you over her to go to homecoming with.. just please dont be
mad and not talk to me anymore i know i wont be able to live with you
mad at me.. you mean to much to me.. i'm not trying to say i love you
cuz i know you dont want someone to love you right now lol.. so i'm
just saying..I'm sorry and please forgive me?




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