Melly

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2002-10-04 00:11:51 (UTC)

An awkward 10 minutes

So in my boredome, I called becky today. She makes me feel
weird. But in a good way. Like when you were in high school
and you couldn't believe you were talking to the hot
guy/girl you had been lusting for. That's what it was like.
I tried my darndest to hold coversation with her and I was
dying each minute. She may not come to CH's party, but that
is actually okay. I think it would be weird if they came
and didn't know anyone. So my annual call has been
completed. The silence in between words made me a little
antsy to get off real quick. I always see her somewhere out
and about. I think I will stick to seeing her whenever I
see her. That way I won't get all caught up in her.
Besides, she is way out of my league.

I also talked to Sam today on IM. She is an awesome girl to
talk to. I would totally hang out with her if she lived my
way. I was actually calling up people today because I was
bored. I called Gabby and my aunt and MJ and MC. MJ and MC
actually called back. This whole thing with MC is about to
change as well. After figuring out how selfish I had been,
I want to try and be honest with her. Apologize and try to
start over. We will see what happens. I think we will be
able to salvage our friendship, but it will be abit
different due to the past year of hell I put us both
through. I just hope she forgives me.




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