Belinda

My life has been wasted

Hello Diary,
My life is worthless and I have nothing worthwhile to show
for it.
I made lousy grades because of the meds I tooks so I wasn't
able to remember anything.
So I didn't even attempt to try to go to college. My mother
seems to think I'm retarded she's called me retarded.
So life is definitely not worth the hassle.
I wish i was dead not one person would give a damn except my
hubby Dennis.
I often wonder why I even should care about anything myself.
I surely wouldn't be miied by my mother or sisters.
They've never cared for me except to call me an obligation is all.
Belinda