~*~Day Dreamer~*~

Shitty Life Of A Teen
2001-07-30 11:24:20 (UTC)

life goes on??

well today pretty much sucked, i have been thinking about
angie alot, wondering were she is. hopeing that when i die
she will be there to open up the gate for me. i miss her so
much, sitting here iwant to cry, i never cryed for here i
think i need to jsut let it all out, but i cant. i am
watching this bug that is on the screen on the computer,
wondering what he is thinking. i know it sound lame as hell
but why was that bug put on earth?? well i am watching this
movie "save the last dance" and i dont know what it is
about it i jsut cant seem to stop watching it. i am
soooooooooooo tired right now it aint funny. its 4:16 am
yet again i stayed up the whole night wondering if the
breath i am takeing is going to be my last.i want to know
why was i put on earth?? everyone was put here for a reason
right?? well why is mine?? yeah i
bet everyone that is going to read is think damn girl stop
bitching or something like that. well i am going crazy and
i need something to do in my spare time when i aint listeing
to the voices in my head and trying to figher out there
names and want to know who they want me to find, i cant
sleep all night long i hear them talking to me, but i cant
hear there voices clearly, its ike they are on a diffrent
side of a wall and yelling. its 4:20!!!! yeah. i will
listen to thhese voices untill they stop i guess i am jsut
wondering if anyone else in this world has teh same thing
or if i just need to be put up in a mentle house.yeah i
guess i will be back tomorrow night thats teh only time i
get the computer and i will write back on here. so keep
smiling


~*~Melinda~*~




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