oh my god. this is surreal. this is scary. this is tough.
i haven't written for a while because things have been too
hectic. i came up to durham on sunday, since then i have
i don't really have much to say, i have got most of the shit
out of my system already i think. well, i say that, i mean
that i have said all i am going to say.
there's a lot of stuff that i'm not going to utter a word
about, the thoughts alone are bad enough, the words would
be the end of me.
i have to go for now.